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[Dec. 3rd, 2009|01:26 am] |
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At 1.03am, I read someone's blog. Thinking how she led her life for the past 14 years. But somehow, I like the way she's doing now. Life is so amazing so wonderful. There are all types of humans in this world and every single one of them including me is unique, and we will never be perfect. We are strong and weak. Different personalities, different thinkings.
I'm satisfied with things I have right now, and thank god for giving me all these. I have this wish or dream I should say. I like quiet place, I like to have lots of friends with me, I hate it when I've no friends, I hate it when my friends dislike me, and I hate being angry and showing attitude to my friends over no reason. I hate the way I am now.
Always, I wanna migrate. Or even go overseas to study. Not because of my family or friends. I like it when I'm in a place where no one knows me. It feels like your starting anew. A new environment to live in where everything starts from the start. A new experience. But a friend with me would be good. I talked to one of my friend about this few days ago. I like it. I can study with her can work part time with her. If your looking at this, it's you.
There are times where I really feel like apologizing to my friends for everything I did. There are times where I need someone I can trust. There are times where I need someone to talk to. All these, never seem to have anyone knowing, and here, a place I like to write down my thoughts and many things. A blog where everyone thinks that it's dead when it's actually alive inside. |
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[Nov. 25th, 2009|12:01 am] |
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I'm starting to know what life is all about.
I need alot of things right now. I'm feeling weak, I need you, <3.
I need you everyday.
I need a person like you to talk to.
I need you whenever I'm down.
I need you in everything, really.
I need you to come back to my school.
I need you to be by my side.
I need you to be 24hours around.
I need you to comfort me.
I need you to make me smile.
I need you to make my day happy, without worries.
I need you to make me change.
I miss you. Come back quickly alright. <3
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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|10:14 pm] |
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I hate the sight of my handphone charger |
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[Nov. 19th, 2009|07:28 pm] |
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After a long period of time, I think I'm gonna start to blog again. Basically cus hols are so bored and I seriously have nothing to blog about. Holidays to me are just like, watching movie and shopping with friends <3 I have plan for the next 3 days, and I'm gonna spend my days happily cus
1) I'm gonna watch New Moon tomorrow
2) Dance Factory Open House :D
3) My lovely dad is coming back from Thailand
Can't wait for everything and I love taiwan dramas I've been watching like everyday and of cus hongkong drama :] Pictures will come when i use my lappy. |
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[Nov. 5th, 2009|04:02 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | chalet | ] |
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I did not regret going to chalet, I SWEAR. It's like I get to know my friends better, especially some of them. No names shall be reveal here. H I really wanna apologise to some of my friends who I showed them attitude and etc etc. Especially you. I always quarrel with you, and keep showing you attitude, sorry. Your a very nice person, really after this chalet.
And a few people too. Thanks for everything, you guys made me enjoy this chalet. My close friends too, thanks :) You guys also made me enjoy this. <3 I got alot things to tell you guys alright :)
I LOVE YOU GUYS <3
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Okay i'm going to elaborate about chalet :)
Some were great, really great. Thanks for everything! Especially the few.
I think didn't really sleep during the first night. can anyone tell me if i slept?
2nd day was the best actually hehe. although we didn't do anything much but i think i enjoyed it hehe. I thought i could only stay for one night but who knows my dad allow me to stay, same for jesslyn and yingying :D was planning to sleep actually but no space. Was fun in the next room. haha jesslyn -3? want more anot haha jesslyn is super funny man she slept on the floor.
Sorry fangling :( I made you sleep there without anything :( i'm sorry but we had great time before that right smsing each other hoho :) oh! jiemei came too!! miss her mwaacks
Today went to watch "astroboy" after checking out of chalet @ tiong. 8 people went to watch and i think it's nice haha. cried in some parts siao lah, but ok nice :) i wanna watch "coraline" and more outings please! i already miss 202 especially those who went to chalet :)
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009|11:56 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | chalet | ] |
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|05:44 pm] |
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I had my doctor appointment today.
Okay it's wasn't pain hehe.
 
I wanna play sims3 but I scared if I play, I'll post pictures of my beautiful house and Jesslyntmy will be jealous again :(
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I can't wait for 9th November to come :D
You know my stomach hurts!! I hope it won't last till tomorrow *pray hard* so that I can go Shengshiong with my classmates for chalet things :) I think I won't be able to sleep well too :@ Hate it seriously
I'm so glad that huhu's going to stay overnight for chalet! I think i'm staying too!! :D Therefore we're not going for guides meeting on 4th November, hehe. MY STOMACH HURTS!
I'm going to play SIMS3 now :] |
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[Oct. 31st, 2009|01:12 pm] |
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I'm suppose to wake up early today but failed. I'm so jealous that my uncle drove my sis and grandmother to the place they are going and he never drive me before. I only see him drive :@ And I think I regretted not going with him to dou feng cuz I finish creating my SIMS3 house and now I'm creating my sims characters but of cuz I already took screenshot of my house. :)
I think this is the most satisfied house I've ever built and I make full use of the whole land. Good job (Y)
Pictures below :
 
Jesslyn: see see see my house dont jealous ok?
Boring day.. my sis is @ tiong now no one's home with me except my grandfather. He is so cute he keeps on laughing @ the amount of food left by my uncle for me. Haha seriously funny but you wouldn't know unless you hear it!
Meeting my friends in evening, hehe I'm so excited for dance class!
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I'm online thanks to my dad haha, lucky he's watching HK drama and I'm watching with him while msning, blogging, sims3 and others.
I don't like today's dance man haha I always thought of joining locking and popping but I think I'm gonna change my mind haha. Not easy okay!! Haha and so sad we changed our timing to 8.15pm onwards :(
You know Yingying ate a plate of spicy chao guo tiao just now with my dad, sis, jingli, brian hahaha seriously omg can you believe it haha. I still thought she will run to a place with fan to let her mouth cool down haha. Siling is funny too she almost fell off the chair when there's thunder. Rofl!!
I needa go soon and I'm glad that Fionahuhu is staying overnight during chalet!! <3 Love her!
You know I don't wanna see you in everywhere I go seriously! |
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[Oct. 30th, 2009|04:00 pm] |
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This song is seriously damn damn damn nice. (L)
30th October 2009 marks my last day with class 202. Hope I'll go same class with most of 202 friends :(
Ended school like any ordinary day. Ate @ Cafe Galilee and headed tiong to find (L) friends! :)
I think I'll seriously, really really really miss people who I really talk to in 202 boys + girls. But I'll still go home together with friends I usually go home with like Jesslyn, Jiemei, Fangling <3 I'll still meet Yingying, Jingli and Brian to go out or just meet before heading to dance class. I'll still (L) my nuer always. Etc etc, just simply hope that my friends can go the class they want and me too. I'll try and change my sucky attitude, sorry!
I'll buy same bag as my friend, and other things too :) and Fionahu nuer tell you ah, you old me 10$ and I'm broke now :( No money to top up my ezlink card.
3rd to 5th Nov is class chalet :D I think I'm going. Aiya anything but if I'm not enjoying myself I'll seriously be very pissed @ Ng Jun Kai! :@ But before that I've something to do. *Secret* hehe. :)
Kk, off to playing sims 3 now, bye. :) Sorry, really lazy to upload picz tomorrow okay! :D
- I'll really miss 202 friends :(
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pictures I owe! Some at a time. :)
I went to eat at Sohyun's restaurant for dinner with my family. :) You guys should go and try it out too. But I didn't give address to anyone, haha.
I'm going out with her on 9th Nov if everything's smooth!! I'm so happy!
Should I move blog again? But I like livejournal alot :)
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[Oct. 29th, 2009|08:23 pm] |
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I love you my dear friend :) |
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[Oct. 28th, 2009|09:20 am] |
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I cancelled the post cuz I cannot hate Jesslyn tan :( If I hate her, she won't help me create my sims3 house. I'm sorry Jesslyn please help me create my sims3 house okay?
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Hi, i'm in a dilema now. What should I choose for next year. History or geog?
But I swear I won't go 304 cuz I seriously hate science alot pluz it's triple science. Anyone kill me please if I get in which is so impossible.
What should I choose can anyone slap me please so that I'm clear of what humans i'm better/stronger at. But I don't wanna go 302 cuz I still have to take all the humans stupid.
Howhowhow? I think I should take history cuz after Mr singh teach, I improved but overall I still fail by 1 mark. What should I choose huh huh huh, I'm really confused and I'm also scared that I've got no friends when I go into the class I'm going to like example, there's like !@#$%^&* people going 303 and I heard that 302 too. Means my chances are less and my level position is 102/103 I think.
NO CHANCE NO CHANCE. I'm scared + confused.
And sorry, I think I've got no mood to update about today already, tomorrow perhaps if someone managed to cheer me up, and today is just basically going to fionahu house and ryshire watching her zac efron 17 again.
HOW, ANYONE TELL ME. I feel like killing myself now, and oh chalet I'm still thinking whether I should go anot cuz my friends are not sure too SIAN. Why I have to fret over many things although exams are over? I should be enjoying myself, relaxing myself, going out with sohyun, and not fretting over such stuffs.
Which means I have to think over this matter till 30 Nov? Results out. But something I know, I'm gonna appeal if I get in 302.
Bye. |
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[Oct. 27th, 2009|09:12 pm] |
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Okay lah Jesslyn show you my guestroom first lah okay? and behind is my baby room I know very cute
And this is a picture of my entrance to my beautiful house don't jealous also okay?
Hi, I'm still playing SIMS3 now :P
I love my daughter okay she's doing her homework alone of cuz she's a genius haha.
Today.. jesslyn and i escorted cho karin home!! We are her bodyguards and must make sure she's home safely. Had lunched @ mac and we had fun playing the monopoly. I need one more green card who have? Gimme please and I can get a starcruise thingy HOHO.
I think I'm not gonna change back to blogger sorry even if I'm changing I will change to others, anyw I'm trying livejournal now.
I'm not using he-aarts anymore and will post there soon! :)
Will be collecting back REPORT BOOKS tomorrow, at the same time option form and I've made my decision what I'm putting.
BYE. |
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